Whether or not I'm going through a bonafide mid-life crisis is uncertain. I mean maybe it's pure coincidence that I'm about to turn forty-four and life just happens to suck at the moment. But the cool thing about being a true Indie Girl and a grown-ass woman, is my ability to acknowledge life's current suckiness and its vortex of negative emotions without losing myself in it.
I felt shell shocked. M.I.A.from my own life. I lost all sense of time and space. The only thing giving me any semblance of purpose was an overbooked schedule of teaching Pilates, giving massages and performing. Oh, plus my standing appointment with a glass of wine (or 2) to end my day. Without those things connecting the dots of my existence, I was merely drifting through life and navigating through my hectic schedule on auto-pilot.
